wOrry…

TiREd…

scaRry…

DIsapPOINTed…

everything will be FINE after this???

don’t KNOW…

i think will be OK…

just keep on try n TRY…

PREPARE and WAITING for the CHANCE coming…

Luck AND Chance i’m waiting for you!!!

i will try and keep on fight!!!

DON’t try to disturb my miND!!!

NObody can change my MInd!!!

FOrget is a BEST way!

I been think… I been try… I been do… I been say… Something u realy can’t get it… then better we forget it… Is that a best way? I also don’t know… but no choice! Have to forget also… Sometimes the results will not be same like what we think about, what you plan, what you decide it and sure will be disappointed… At least i been try… When we realize and understand that… Better don’t waste so much time to waiting a stupid answer again… Sure will be sad but don’t let yourself sad for so long… This is who i am…

NO more ICe in my life!!!

Since i promise somebody i don’t take ice beverage anymore…  I will take the promise forever!!!  Is for my own good also…  I hope my family and my friend will support me and always remind me when i was taking order if i forget already…  I will be happy when you remind me…  I realy hope i can do it!!! Thanks you for helping me to take this promise and NO more ICe beverage in my life!!!  THANKS YOU!!!

My life style after the training…

7.00am – Jogging

8.00 am – Breakfast

9.00 am – Check my email

10.00am – Cleaning my kitchen ( 6 month i don’t clean it )

1pm – Prepare lunch with my mum

2 pm – Having lunch with my parents

3 pm – Do some paper work

4 pm – Break and tea time

5pm – Clean my book rak and study my recipe book

6 pm – Jogging

7 pm – Prepare dinner

8 pm – Having dinner with family together ( the most happy moment )

9 pm – Online, update my website Fantasticsense.com, check my email.

Let the people who you love crazy for few day…

Everything will be fine after this…

Is hard to do it…

I have no choice…

We are in different world…

Together is a hard way…

I don’t want to make your life more difficult…

You are the people who i first time give you flower and kiss…

I will always remember you…

You already in my heart…

I hope you always be happy and smile…

Your smiling is beautiful…

Forgive me to treat you like this…

Sorry Baby…

I really feel very tired…

Not only physical and mentally…

I hate this kind of feeling…

Make me realize my planning need to speed up…

Not in 10 years…

Or 5 years…

Or 3 years…

Is 2 YEARS…

I’m not kidding…

I hate poor life…

2 years is enough for me…

I trust myself  I CAN DO IT…

My mum very support me…

Thanks you mum…

I really love you…

Give me 2 years…

I with make you be proud because i’m your daughter…

Thanks you all my family support me!!!

I will try my best to do it…

What i’m going to do next month…

Still have half month…

I will finish my training this month…

Is very happy…

I won’t continue working after training at sunmoulin yamarzaki bakery shop…

I will going to plan my business and start my own business…

Is time i’m going to fight again and challenge myself…

I know is hard when start from zero ‘0′….

I trust myself i can do it…

Like my teacher say ” Believe in thinking”….

Do it with my heart…

“the most natural thing is come from your heart! do anything with your heart!”

Training At Cake Department  :

8.00 am – 12.00 am  :

Egg Tart, Caramel Pudding, Cookie Choux, Custard Choux, Strawberry Tart, Peach Tart, Mix Fruit Tart, Petit Roll, Fresh Cream Puff, Slice Cake…

12.00  am – 1.00 pm  :

Mixing & Preparation  :  Puff, Green Tea Muffin, Tart Dough, Sugar Syrup, Egg Tart Sugar Syrup, Manggo Filling, Strawberry Filling, Blueberry Filling, Coffee Syrup, Apricot Glaze

2.00  pm – 3.20 pm  :

Break

3.20  pm  – 6.00  pm  :

Mixing  :  Swiss Roll ( Vanilla, Chocolate, Green Tea ), Sponge ( Vanilla, Chocolate, Green Tea ) , Chiffon, Chocolate Fudge Sponge, Cheese Cake, Medeline (Blueberry, Cherry ), Pound Cake ( Vanilla, Almond )

Training at Cake Department…

Is great…

Even i be going back more late…

But is ok…

I enjoy it…

Last night i’m doing the cream puff…

The finish presentation is look nice when i try in second  times…

I also learn to mixing ciffon, sponge cake, muffin, puff….

still have many more i haven learn…

Is very happy…

Everybody is able to share and teach me…

I will work more hard to learn it…

Not only that…

Actually i also learn a lot from sales department…

Not only packing and make sandwhich…

Is something you don’t learn at kitchen…

Everyday is fresh…

Every customer is different…

Everyday sure have some special case…

I was verry tired because out of staff…

But i still verry enjoy it…

Any where i stand by next month is going to cake department already…

My Training Life:

8.00 am – 11.30am : Prepare sandwhich

11.30am – 12.30am : Packing steam cheese cake

12.30am – 1.50pm : Break

1.50pm – 4.00pm : Help production bring out all the bread when come out from oven

4.00pm – 5.00pm : Packing bread

5.00pm – 5.30pm : Wash the display tray

This is the thing i do when at the sales…

Next month will going back kitchen again…

Neverminds…

Let the people laugh and say whatever they like…

This kind of people always like to hurt you and make you don’t feel confidence…

Is not because what you are…

They do it like this because you are more clever and high education from all of them…

What they have just experience…

What they know that, actually don’t understand…

Experience tell them can’t do it like this… When you ask for explaination they don’t know how to answer…

That mean they work well in practical but they don’t know about the theory…

That one is not professornial…

This kind of unprofessornial people can’t analyze ME!!!

That why i don’t care what they say to me…

I always ask myself have i learn something and getting what i want it???

Sure i can tell you “YES”!!!

Maybe they don’t think so…

The point is i think difference what they think it…

That why, what i focus also difference…

If the thing is help me and let me getting easy to success…

I will work more hard 10 times than another people!!!

I able to waste all my times and anything include money to do it!!!

I don’t care that!!!

Life with success is more meaningful than other thing…

Is simple… Just you enjoy what you doing!!!

Even i can’t success also don’t feel sad…

This is because i try all my best and do it with my heart!!!

What i feel sad just i don’t have lucky…

Timing is important… Do the right thing at the right moment and never let the chance go!!!

Always remember… “Prepare yourself before the chance is coming”!!! And “Lose at the beginning and win at the end”!!!

CHANGE…

We never know what happen for the future…That why we need to think a lot of CHANGE…

CHANGE to improve…

Never CHANGE mean never improve…maintain and never grow or wait until die…

CHANGE and become more worse…Fail for the CHANGE and you lose everything again…

If you want to CHANGE…

you really must think properly…

you need to work more hard…

you must serious and take care about your CHANGE…

you always must very focus on what you doing(CHANGE)…

Don’t simply do it…

You will waste your time, money and everything.

But still ok because at the end you will learning through experience…( start from 0 again )

Respect…

I don’t respect the person who:

Say something stupid… ( influence people getting more bad or make the war beginning )

Do something stupid… ( feed back more bad )

Like to blame another person… ( look like they never doing something wrong and never Look back what they doing to another )

Complain… ( because they just know complain only )

Responsibility… ( waiting people doing everything or just simply do )

Don’t have your own concept or character ( people say this good and you follow never use your brain to think )

Forget the people take care you ( especially after everything you are fine )

This type of people always remind me :

I can’t follow what they doing…

That why they never going to be success until end of the world!!!

From started until end also will be the same…

No friends, no family, no partner ….

Because this type of person don’t understand and realize…

Some kind of word is hard to say…

Don’t know why…

In my life i don’t scare anything…

even die…

Just simple 1 word I realy don’t brave to tell you…

Don’t know why…

Don’t ask me why…

I like to think a lot…

I scare I loose every thing

that why I think properly before i action…

to make sure every thing is under my control…

I believe everything you do will have a feed back…

maybe good or maybe bad or even more bad…

I always remind myself don’t simply make mistake and don’t let your life have a mistake also….

You need to take responsible what you have been say or what have been you doing…

That why I choose the way don’t tell you…

Forgive me…

I hope you know that also…

Success without money???

Impossible…

Without money you…

talk anything also doesn’t work!!!

You can try without money…

Spent your time to do or wait and try your lucky only…

Money is the supported for you to success…

No money no live…

No success no live…

I BELIEVE if you try spent time to do you will success more faster then poeple just spent money!!!

but money also a key to make you success more easy…

Understand and Realize….

What that mean???

Understand mean you grasp the meaning, be aware from information received, supply or insert mentally..

Realize mean be fully aware of or accept as a fact or convert into reality.

Is Realize important or understand more important?

You need understand than you will realize it…

You realize that and you will go to be understand…

Is that same meaning?

You understand mean You realize?

You realize mean You understand?

Normally…

Understand not mean u realize…

You understand that is wrong but still keep doing that and you still agree your own concept…

Realize not mean u understand…

You realize and convert into reality. That is work but you still don’t know why because you don’t understand!!!

Understand and Realize

Is work together!!!

They look like partner. They can’t work be perfect by their own. Must work together and help each other bring you to success.

Important Understand and Realize …

You must understand and than realize to convert into reality…

You realize that and don’t just blind follow to do that. You try to understand it…

It will work very perfect…

Make it work in your life…

Success with Understand and Realize…