When you are delete something in your computer or handphone or anything…

You will be never found it again unless with some special programs…

But it won’t be happen in your life….

Why i’m saying like this…

I been try to delete one handphone number…

I though i will never call or remember this handphone number again and forget this person…

bUt this number suddenly appear again with the contact name together…

How come???

because i forget delete the number at the sim card…

Same like this…

When i was delete a picture at my computer and anywhere…

But the next day somebody was give me back the photo…

I forget again to delete this picture at the camera and somebody was printed it out for me…

what can i say??? THANK YOU?!

NEXT…

SOme person u think u never see again…

But one day suddenly appear infront of U….

are u going to be happy or sad???

Hai… WHAT CAN I SAY???

by the times i almost crazy already…

U know WHAT is on my MIND???

WHAT HAPPEN TO ME!!!

Is that a JOKE for me???

NOw i realize…

IS depend how u think about it…

u think u don’t have a chance already but god give u chance again and by the times remind what u been try to do before that…

NO MATTER what been happen in our life will never going to taking out just like we press a button of delete…

EVERY thing or EVERY memory is on your mind and it could be delete simply like button…

U DON’T THINK ABOUT it’s not mean never happen it before and u can just forget for a short moment only…

NO MATTER how we try to forget it still been happen before that…

SO never try to forget…

U just only can ACCEPT IT…

REmind yourself…

Never again…

That is the TRUTH…

“the most natural thing is come from your HEART! do anything with your HEART!”

EVERYTHING is start from your heart… U DON’T try to think it and u will never do it… U think about that and use your heart to do it… That only the way U can success…

Use UR heart to think better and good thing… DON”T try to think bad!!!

to prepare a normal cake sponge 1 hour…

to meke up / dercoration a cake 1 hours…

so we use total 2 hours to prepare a nice dercoration cake…

to throw the whole cake go in the dustbin we just need 1minit…

From the begining if u know the sponge got problem… U still use it or not???

Why people can’t understand that???

Because of people simply to do that…

U will waste 2 hours and make another people tired to work throw all the cake inside the dustbin with 1 minute… But by the times we are not only prepare 1 cake… 1 variety need prepare 6 cake… if 4 variety of cake then we have 24 whole caeke with dercoration got problem… If throw it we have no production on that day… If we sell it then we take the risk for customer complain… So total waste how many hour and how many material to throw the cake in 1 minute???

Some people still talk about stupid thing in front of you… is that stupid and shit!!!

I realy don’t know what call quality…

I also don’t know what call professional…

I also not need talk about that… What is the truth we use our eyes to see it and use our mind to think about it…

If i been say that word… I will say yes… If i never say that word… Don’t say that is what i’m talking… U will only be stupid in front the people who tell u that and kidding u at the back… “malu kan sendiri sahaja”… Don’t be stupid in front of me… I was verry clear and i know what i’m doing now!!! Don’t try to foolish me!!!

TiREd…

scaRry…

DIsapPOINTed…

everything will be FINE after this???

don’t KNOW…

i think will be OK…

just keep on try n TRY…

PREPARE and WAITING for the CHANCE coming…

Luck AND Chance i’m waiting for you!!!

i will try and keep on fight!!!

DON’t try to disturb my miND!!!

NObody can change my MInd!!!

I been think… I been try… I been do… I been say… Something u realy can’t get it… then better we forget it… Is that a best way? I also don’t know… but no choice! Have to forget also… Sometimes the results will not be same like what we think about, what you plan, what you decide it and sure will be disappointed… At least i been try… When we realize and understand that… Better don’t waste so much time to waiting a stupid answer again… Sure will be sad but don’t let yourself sad for so long… This is who i am…

7.00am – Jogging

8.00 am – Breakfast

9.00 am – Check my email

10.00am – Cleaning my kitchen ( 6 month i don’t clean it )

1pm – Prepare lunch with my mum

2 pm – Having lunch with my parents

3 pm – Do some paper work

4 pm – Break and tea time

5pm – Clean my book rak and study my recipe book

6 pm – Jogging

7 pm – Prepare dinner

8 pm – Having dinner with family together ( the most happy moment )

9 pm – Online, update my website Fantasticsense.com, check my email.

Not only physical and mentally…

I hate this kind of feeling…

Make me realize my planning need to speed up…

Not in 10 years…

Or 5 years…

Or 3 years…

Is 2 YEARS…

I’m not kidding…

I hate poor life…

2 years is enough for me…

I trust myself  I CAN DO IT…

My mum very support me…

Thanks you mum…

I really love you…

Give me 2 years…

I with make you be proud because i’m your daughter…

Thanks you all my family support me!!!

I will try my best to do it…

Still have half month…

I will finish my training this month…

Is very happy…

I won’t continue working after training at sunmoulin yamarzaki bakery shop…

I will going to plan my business and start my own business…

Is time i’m going to fight again and challenge myself…

I know is hard when start from zero ’0′….

I trust myself i can do it…

Like my teacher say ” Believe in thinking”….

Do it with my heart…

“the most natural thing is come from your heart! do anything with your heart!”

8.00 am – 12.00 am  :

Egg Tart, Caramel Pudding, Cookie Choux, Custard Choux, Strawberry Tart, Peach Tart, Mix Fruit Tart, Petit Roll, Fresh Cream Puff, Slice Cake…

12.00  am – 1.00 pm  :

Mixing & Preparation  :  Puff, Green Tea Muffin, Tart Dough, Sugar Syrup, Egg Tart Sugar Syrup, Manggo Filling, Strawberry Filling, Blueberry Filling, Coffee Syrup, Apricot Glaze

2.00  pm – 3.20 pm  :

Break

3.20  pm  – 6.00  pm  :

Mixing  :  Swiss Roll ( Vanilla, Chocolate, Green Tea ), Sponge ( Vanilla, Chocolate, Green Tea ) , Chiffon, Chocolate Fudge Sponge, Cheese Cake, Medeline (Blueberry, Cherry ), Pound Cake ( Vanilla, Almond )

Is great…

Even i be going back more late…

But is ok…

I enjoy it…

Last night i’m doing the cream puff…

The finish presentation is look nice when i try in second  times…

I also learn to mixing ciffon, sponge cake, muffin, puff….

still have many more i haven learn…

Is very happy…

Everybody is able to share and teach me…

I will work more hard to learn it…

Actually i also learn a lot from sales department…

Not only packing and make sandwhich…

Is something you don’t learn at kitchen…

Everyday is fresh…

Every customer is different…

Everyday sure have some special case…

I was verry tired because out of staff…

But i still verry enjoy it…

Any where i stand by next month is going to cake department already…